There are medieval ones apparently, and classical ones. And they are not mazes, which are designed to tease you and get you lost etc. Exactly the opposite: labyrinths are one-way systems, that you walk. And walk. And before you know it, you’ve reached the centre. And you sit. And think. And then when you’re ready, you come back.
My mother used to say that she was always afraid of waking up one morning and suddenly becoming born again. She felt she was the sort to whom that might just happen. Somehow.
Whereas my grandparents were devout Baptists. Not born-again, but sure.
I’ve never been much more than agnostic, and somewhat share my mother’s fear of losing my free will all of a sudden.
However. Today, courtesy of the University of Kent and their Unit for the Enhancement of Learning and Teaching, I walked the labyrinth. It felt strange, walking into the Senate Chamber, this 36 foot pattern in cream and green laid out on the floor, calm music playing. I thought, oh dear (but in different words) what have I got myself into? Because, believing in creativity and imagination as abstract concepts, and as mysterious forces in themselves…I’d said that I’d be interested in working with the possibility of the labyrinth. Creatively, that is. But first I had to try it.
It’s the kind of experience to which words don’t come easily. Suffice it to say that I really wouldn’t have much of a problem being born-again in that context. Suffice it to say that it’ll probably turn up in my work somewhere.
Afterwards, I made the decision to see where this will go. Working with Jan S and we hope the Canterbury Festival. And some interested students. It isn’t wishy-washy earthy-crunchy namby-pamby — though it kind of looks like it might be, granted, when you peep in the door. It feels ancient. And a tool. And a kind of unassuming revelation.
It looked just like this.
Stay tuned.





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April 29, 2008 at 8:40 am
Alis
I meditate and I love the meditative aspects of labyrinths - the way you keep going back on yourself but not quite to a previously walked point - it’s like life, two steps forward, one step back but never quite walking the same path again.
April 29, 2008 at 9:25 am
pdom
Yes, exactly. I was additionally fascinated by the physical and physiological aspects: when I first stepped on, my legs almost gave way. I at times felt steady on my feet, at times wobbly. And the notions of stride, pace, corner-turning — and their attendant physical and psychological variables…Really, really occupying stuff.
Good to see you here again Alis!
April 29, 2008 at 4:44 pm
Sue Guiney
Fascinating! Sounds like something I’d love. I do have this “new age” itch to me that doesn’t get scratched enough, especially here in London. I meditate too, but I’m not sure I’ve had Alis’ experience yet. Looking forward to it sometime, though.
April 30, 2008 at 11:23 am
pdom
Yeah, thing is though it was/is weirdly not/is ‘new age’. Quite peculiar. Seems to be *everything*, somehow.
Meditation. I used to do quite a lot of it, and have managed to teach my children the rudiments. I need to do it more. I’m too fragmented. It’s a labyrinth. No, I mean a maze…
xxoo
May 4, 2008 at 11:10 am
carole
hi, patricia,
my solution to sudden born-again, becoming-obnoxious problem (rather than losing free will) was to quickly structure a spiritual system i could live with and then hope i’d ’snap’ to that and not something more pedestrian. so far, so good. no snapping.
the way you describe the labyrinth is somewhat terrifying.why the physiological response, i wonder? fear? wonder?
i adore your blog. i guess i’d best say that, being your mother and all.
love,
mom
May 5, 2008 at 7:47 am
pdom
Thanks Mom, good to see you here. Of course!
Yes, the labyrinth…I’m not sure why it had the effect it did — physically, that is. I think really it’s the proof in the pudding (as if we need it) of the chemical or otherwise link between action and the mind….
There was a little bit of scariness to it. It was so big it felt at first like it was never going to end. Then the ‘present’ took over, and with each turn or series of steps, I seemed to pass through some short journey. Very interesting and ultimately peaceful.
Glad you like!
xxoo